Tag Archives: myoclonus

Rebuilding 8

A friend asked me awhile ago if I would rather be famous or rich. I responded that I’d rather just be well-liked. “But in order to be well-liked, don’t you have to be well-known?” he asked. “Well, not necessarily. You can be well-liked by the few that know you,” I pointed out. I started writing [...]

Endurance 4

I have struggled to write a blog post over the last month. The thing is, I wasn’t sure what to say. There hasn’t been a whole lot of progress regarding my physical state. If I’m lucky, I will be scheduled for a video EEG (to match movements with brain waves) in late January, but if [...]

Venting 9

I have been a whole lot of negative lately. A bundle of abrasive, morbid, and/or just plain whiny. I don’t mean to be, but it’s hard. It feels like the sickness has built this cage around me, a cage that only I see or feel, and though I try rebelling, there’s no way out. People [...]

While not blogging… 4

Yesterday Got my fifth blood test done. You would think by now that I would’ve gotten used to it; you can still see the marks on my skin from the other times. But every time they remark on my tiny veins and I’m looking away and trying to breathe in deeply (INoutINoutINout) and then I [...]

Perseverance 13

What happens when you go to an ER? You expect to be taken care of. Same thing goes for when you visit a doctor. The profession is about helping people, after all…isn’t it? I blogged before that on October 6, I had to be admitted into Stanford ER. It was my third emergency room visit…of [...]